Friday, April 25, 2008

WTF

Seat 1: hencus ($180.05 in chips)
Seat 2: NutPopper ($39 in chips)
Seat 3: thepredator ($248.40 in chips)
Seat 4: norman19 ($200 in chips)
Seat 5: Pushbot1000 ($248.90 in chips)
Seat 6: crazyal25 ($196.90 in chips)
thepredator: posts small blind $1
norman19: posts big blind $2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Pushbot1000 [Th Jh]
Pushbot1000: raises $4.50 to $6.50
crazyal25: calls $6.50
hencus: calls $6.50
NutPopper: folds
thepredator: folds
norman19: folds
*** FLOP *** [5c Js 6h]
Pushbot1000: bets $16
crazyal25: raises $20 to $36
hencus: folds
Pushbot1000: calls $20
*** TURN *** [5c Js 6h] [Ts]
Pushbot1000: checks
crazyal25: bets $54
Pushbot1000: raises $152.40 to $206.40 and is all-in
crazyal25: calls $100.40 and is all-in
*** RIVER *** [5c Js 6h Ts] [9h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Pushbot1000: shows [Th Jh] (two pair, Jacks and Tens)
crazyal25: shows [9s 9d] (three of a kind, Nines)
crazyal25 collected $400.30 from pot

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Avoid Retardation

Still alive - just have had a really uninteresting month sofar. I've grinded here and there, made some bucks but really haven't thought about it too much.

I really feel I'm at the top of my game at the moment. That is to say that I've never been "better" than I am right now and I rarely feel outclassed at the tables. I do see a shot at 5/10 in the near future. But in order to take that shot I need to hit my monthly goals, which rarely happen, due to laziness.

If I did move up to 5/10 and had success, I really could see myself taking off since in theory I will be able to make my monthly expenses very quickly and will have a lot left over to build a bankroll with. Moving up in levels is always difficult but its especially hard when you have to take out so much of your roll each month for expenses. I wish I could have just saved my cash, lived like a bum for a while then balled out when I got to 5/10. But, hindsight is 20/20 and I'm sure I'll get there eventually.

Lately I've been playing 400NL on party during the day, and 200NL on stars during the night. Party sort of shuts down during the night as a lot of the European customers are in bed and all you have left over are the American pros who somehow hacked onto party. And I don't have the roll to play 400NL on stars yet so I just 12-table autopilot grind 200NL until I get there.

Clarity of thought is an amazing thing in poker. When you have it you are basically unbeatable as you can analyze so many situations perfectly. Obviously clarity is rare in life since there is so much stress and bullshit that you have to deal with but when the stars align and you achieve it, its an amazing thing.

I'll end this post with a pseudo poker tip. Its a basic one that a lot of people learn early but I feel that its necessary to reiterate.

Tip: Don't be concerned with how much you've invested in a pot. Its a sunk cost and doesn't belong to you. The only thing you should be concerned with is how to maximize your return on your current decision. Even if you have a good hand, if it is likely that your opponent has you, think twice before blindly shoving all in "just because". Its very easy to lose a big pot and then say "cooler" but in truth there are usually ways to minimize your losses or even get away from it entirely. This requires insane patience and discipline, but it pays off.

Heres an example:

Seat 1: athan8 ( $486.17 USD )
Seat 2: ravenx777 ( $429.80 USD )
Seat 4: tokenblak ( $868.62 USD )
Seat 6: MacauFish ( $989.82 USD )
Seat 3: NothingZen ( $751.93 USD )
Seat 5: sweetUKgirl ( $396 USD )
MacauFish posts small blind [$2 USD].
athan8 posts big blind [$4 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to tokenblak [ 7h 6h ]
ravenx777 folds.
NothingZen raises [$14 USD]
tokenblak raises [$48 USD]
sweetUKgirl folds.
MacauFish folds.
athan8 folds.
NothingZen calls [$34 USD]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 5h, 4h, 6c ]
NothingZen checks.
tokenblak bets [$65 USD]
NothingZen calls [$65 USD]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 2c ]
NothingZen bets [$133 USD]
tokenblak raises [$364 USD]
NothingZen is all-In.
tokenblak calls [$274.93 USD]
** Dealing River ** [ Kc ]
tokenblak shows [ 7h, 6h ]a pair of Sixes.
NothingZen shows [ 3s, 3h ]a straight Two to Six.

Everything here is standard up until the turn. Now when he bets out on the turn hes representing a very strong hand. He was a decent player and he knew that I was decent as well. He knew that the turn card would be somewhat scary and that I may not bet an overpair if I had it. By him betting out here it should indicate that he likes his hand. I have to then make a decision. Do I want to risk a lot to possibly push him off a hand like 99-TT-JJ-QQ or do I just call and see a river with my pair+flush draw+open ended straight draw. I knew by raising I was putting the pressure on him to make a decision about the hand (he can only push or fold), but the second I did it I regretted it since he is representing such a small range with his turn bet that its best to just call instead. I just didn't want to give up on the hand since I had reraised preflop and hit a nice flop.

So there I should have just called the turn and probably folded on the river since it is so unlikely he is ever bluffing with his wierd line that he took. Its possible he was bluffing the turn but never the river since he has to assume I like my hand and will call.

The point is, regardless of what has happened, always take a second and reconsider doing something retarded. Retardation is the number one cause of poker losses. Avoid it imo.

And this has had me cracking up all week. I love how at the end after looking like a complete idiot he has to let us know that it "actually may in fact be a moth" like hes just completely redeemed himself.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

The Nightly Rival

Poker can be a fun game. But it can also be a really boring game, especially if you mindlessly multitable for hours on end. This boredom can lead to bad play, or at the very least, uninspired play. Sure there are a lot of players who can go on "autopilot" and beat the games for a marginal winrate by just waiting for hands, but that doesn't do it for me. One way I avoid going on autopilot is to find a rival.

Now most players, even so called "regulars" are not worthy of being my rival for the night. It is rare to find an active, smart, sophisticated player who isn't afraid to gamble. I like to think of myself as a playful nit - one who doesn't mind splashing around and trying to annoy the other regulars, but who also usually has the best of it when the money goes in. I'll take a few -EV spots just to see if I can get someone to fold a strong hand, or to try to outflop them once in a while. I do this just to keep the session interesting and maybe put someone on tilt or to help my "crazy" image.

Most players wont play my game with me unless they have a strong hand, so I rarely reap the fruits of my labor vs them. However, there are a select few smart players who not only will play back at me with air, they relish the opportunity to do so. They keep my sessions interesting and my brain active and creative. I may lose to them due to retarded overly tricky plays on my part, but the mere fact that I'm intently thinking during hands with them makes my overall game on other tables improve.

I mean, grinding isn't fun, and I like fun things. This is the only way for me to survive.

Tonight I had a great rival. He wasn't so much as good as he was just very aggressive. Every hand he played vs me he played it as if it were his last. Some examples:

Up to this hand we hadn't done much to each other. A 3 bet here, a cbet there, but no multistreet action. From watching him play I knew he was very active and the hands he was showing down vs other players were indicative of him being a laggy thinking player.

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 4 Players

Hero (BTN): $611.80
Rival: $429.60
BB: $255.63
UTG: $426.60

Pre-Flop: 9c 7d dealt to Hero (BTN)
UTG folds, Hero raises to $14, Rival raises to $52, BB folds, Hero calls $38

Flop: ($108) 5s Td 5h (2 Players)
Rival bets $56, Hero calls $56

Turn: ($220) 6s (2 Players)
Rival checks, Hero checks

River: ($220) Qh (2 Players)
Rival checks, Hero bets $175, Rival calls $175

Results: $570 Pot ($2 Rake)
Hero showed 9c 7d (a pair of Fives) and LOST (-$283 NET)
Rival showed 7c 6c (two pairs, Sixes and Fives) and WON $568 (+$285 NET)

So after that hand there was no doubt in my mind that he was up for a game. A brief explanation of that hand would be that he had been 3 betting me a lot and I figured I could bluff him off a good flop. But since I can't represent much on a T55 rainbow flop, I figured I'd float him and represent a mid pocket pair. I checked the turn since thats what I would do with a mid pair and I "value bet" the river when he checks again with his "obvious" ace king. The Queen river was a pretty bad card since without history it is hard for him to imagine me value betting like pocket eights. The problem for him there is that he has to put me on exactly a float that checked the turn - not a common move whatsoever. But he called, good for you, the game is on.

After the hand was over he typed in the chat "I'm too good for this game imo" something I had typed verbatim on another table to another player earlier. He obviously has been paying attention to me too. I love it. Next hand.


Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 4 Players

SB: $392
BB: $834.50
Rival: $506.50
Hero (BTN): $508.27

Pre-Flop: Jh 9s dealt to Hero (BTN)
Rival raises to $14, Hero calls $14, SB calls $12, BB calls $10

Flop: ($56) Ts 4s 8h (4 Players)
SB checks, BB checks, Rival bets $46, Hero raises to $156, 2 folds, Rival raises to $492.50 and is All-In, Hero calls $336.50

Turn: ($1,041) 7s (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

River: ($1,041) 4h (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $1,041 Pot ($2 Rake)
Rival mucked Qc Qh (two pairs, Queens and Fours) and LOST (-$506.50 NET)
Hero showed Jh 9s (a straight Seven to Jack) and WON $1,039 (+$532.50 NET)

On the surface this looks like a suicidal play on my part - and it essentially is against most opponents. But the fact is my raise looks ridiculously strong here. I'm raising the preflop raiser with 2 opponents still active in the hand. He knows I'm never raise/folding here since I'll have 2 pair or better so often. He instantly moved all in with queens after it got back to him which really is an overextension since my range here (regardless of history due to other opponents in hand) crushes 1 pair. I sucked out and I'm sure he isn't happy about it. My image couldn't be better.

After this hand he started challenging me to heads up since thats what all tough internet poker players do when they lose a pot. A few hands later this happens:

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players

UTG: $384.50
MP: $380
CO: $804.60
Rival: $388
Hero (SB): $1,048.77
BB: $421

Pre-Flop: Jh Jd dealt to Hero (SB)
3 folds, Rival raises to $14, Hero raises to $54, BB folds, Rival raises to $112, Hero raises to $1,046.77 and is All-In, Rival calls $276 and is All-In

Flop: ($780) Ac 7c 8s (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Turn: ($780) 9c (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

River: ($780) 2c (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $780 Pot ($3 Rake)
Rival showed Ad 9s (two pairs, Aces and Nines) and WON $777 (+$389 NET)
Hero showed Jh Jd (a pair of Jacks) and LOST (-$388 NET)

The fact that he called my all in with A9o rather than moved in himself really shows a lot about his game (and his current mindset). After the hand he berated me for not respecting his "first 4-bet yet". Yea, clearly you are the type to only 4-bet aces and kings. A few hands later on a different table...


Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 3 Players

Hero (BB): $449
Rival: $956.40
SB: $82

Pre-Flop: 5s 6d dealt to Hero (BB)
Rival raises to $14, SB folds, Hero raises to $54, Rival calls $40

Flop: ($110) 6h 7d 8h (2 Players)
Hero bets $75, Rival calls $75

Turn: ($260) 5d (2 Players)
Hero bets $320 and is All-In, Rival calls $320

River: ($900) Jh (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $900 Pot ($1 Rake)
Hero showed 5s 6d (two pairs, Sixes and Fives) and WON $899 (+$450 NET)
Rival showed 3d 3h (a pair of Threes) and LOST (-$449 NET)


At this point I'm really toying with him since I know he is tilting. In hindsight since I know he is never folding to me ever again I should probably just wait for premium hands to 3-bet with but I just can't help myself. Sometimes in poker you just know you have someone in a mindset where they are going to make such large mistakes that your preflop hand strength barely matters. I insta-pushed the turn as well, not fearing a straight at all since I KNOW he is raising the flop with all his pair/gutshot type hands. I mean at best he has a better 2 pair but there are just way too many hands I'm beating. When I pushed the turn he tanked (obviously, look at his hand lol) and I said in chat "sick value bet imo" since I knew at that point I had the best hand. I guess he took that comment to mean that I was value pushing a flush draw or something since he called with one of the worst hands anyone could have given the action.

About 10 minutes later, I had been 3 betting him a ton and he had been folding to me, until this happened.

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players

BB: $80
Rival: $458
Hero (MP): $400
CO: $731.20
BTN: $236.40
SB: $897.20

Pre-Flop: Kc Ks dealt to Hero (MP)
Rival raises to $14, Hero raises to $48, 4 folds, Rival calls $34

Flop: ($102) 5c 6s 8d (2 Players)
Rival checks, Hero bets $75, Rival calls $75

Turn: ($252) 5s (2 Players)
Rival checks, Hero bets $168, Rival raises to $335 and is All-In, Hero calls $109 and is All-In

River: ($806) Th (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $806 Pot ($61.50 Rake)
Rival showed 6h 6c (a full house, Sixes full of Fives) and WON $744.50 (+$344.50 NET)
Hero showed Kc Ks (two pairs, Kings and Fives) and LOST (-$400 NET)

Important lesson here - when you have someone on the ropes, never slowplay. His call with 66 here out of position is pretty horrible since he is rarely going to win anything without flopping a set. Anyways he hits his set and I guess his slowplay makes sense because if you are calling with 66 preflop you really can't just be putting me on a premium hand and therefor will check to induce further bluffs. Standard cooler, even more so with the dynamic.

Literally 3-4 hands later this happens.

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players
LeggoPoker.com Hand History Converter

BTN: $80
Rival: $814.50
Hero (BB): $444.50
UTG: $725.20
MP: $236.40
CO: $895.20

Pre-Flop: Td Ts dealt to Hero (BB)
4 folds, Rival raises to $14, Hero raises to $48, Rival raises to $110, Hero raises to $440.50 and is All-In, Rival calls $332.50

Flop: ($889) 5s Tc 2s (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Turn: ($889) 6s (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

River: ($889) 5c (2 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $889 Pot ($3.50 Rake)
Rival showed Jc Ad (a pair of Fives) and LOST (-$444.50 NET)
Hero showed Td Ts (a full house, Tens full of Fives) and WON $885.50 (+$441 NET)

Sure he had a coinflip but just the fact that I can get him to stack off with AJo preflop after he has just won a big pot off me really speaks to his instability. If he is stacking off with AJo pre he is doing it with a lot of other hands TT crushes. I mean, in this dynamic TT is the fuckin nuts. I prayed he raised my blind when I saw TT.

After that hand he continued to berate me and told me that I need to "run better", completely forgetting all the ridiculous calls and suckouts he has made as well. Oh and the heads up challenged never stopped. "Any stakes" he says. I mean I know I have an edge on him (especially at this point) but its not going to be that big. Additionally the match would involve a ton of coinflipping which would just lead to unwanted variance. Also I already know what he wants to prove since I've outplayed him in almost every pot.

Some smaller pots followed in which I just kept up the same aggression even though I had super strong hands.

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players

SB: $76
Rival: $400
Hero (UTG): $889.50
MP: $746
CO: $220.40
BTN: $887.20

Pre-Flop: 4h 4c dealt to Hero (UTG)
Hero raises to $15, MP folds, CO calls $15, 2 folds, Rival calls $11

Flop: ($47) Jc 4d 6h (3 Players)
Rival bets $37, Hero raises to $124, 2 folds

Results: $121 Pot

Party Poker, $2/$4 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players

UTG: $74
Rival: $420
Hero (CO): $963
BTN: $740
SB: $191.40
BB: $875.20

Pre-Flop: 9d Ad dealt to Hero (CO)
UTG folds, Rival raises to $14, Hero calls $14, BTN folds, SB calls $12, BB folds

Flop: ($46) 2d 7d 5s (3 Players)
SB checks, Rival bets $31, Hero raises to $96, 2 folds

Results: $108 Pot


He managed to get away from his trash, but I can only imagine what he would have done had he had top pair or better in either. I left shortly after since I had been playing for about 4 hours which is approximately 3.3 hours past my limit, but thanks to my rival providing me with stimulation and entertainment, I was able to stretch out the session to a respectable time.

I ended up $448.34 against him in total, which in all honesty doesn't matter. I mean sometimes I'll win, sometimes I'll lose but in the long run what matters is his contribution to my overall success as a player. He probably hates me now and would hate me even more if he know how he actually helps me to win and stay afloat in the poker world.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

My life in a blogshell

I really have been slacking lately. Have you noticed?

I took like 3 weeks off in March for no real reason other than I was just bored of poker. However I still need to pay d bills and luckily since I've moved up I can work even less for the same amount of money I am used to making. Someday I know I will be motivated to get money get money but today is not that day.

Its weird to think about my income potential. If I was working as much in poker as I would in a standard 9-5 job (which I would undoubtedly be in without poker) I would be balling so horribly out of control that Robin Leach would get jealous. I sometimes sit back and reflect on how many people would absolutely kill for the opportunity to be able to make a few hundred here and there whenever they wanted to. I think about how angry people would be if they only knew how effortless it is to me to make a living. And not only that, how angry they would be when they realize how much I've wasted my potential due to laziness.

Its hard for me to really grasp how lucky I've really been sometimes since I've been removed from the real world for about 3 years now. And I say lucky in the grandiose sense that I'm lucky to have my brain and lucky to have discovered poker - not lucky in poker. I know without poker I'd be very depressed, but on the other hand I would be working a lot harder in life, and would probably be an overall "better" person because of it. Without poker I would definitely be poorer and have less time for video games, but I'm sure I'd be in better shape, have stronger relationships with people I like, and would probably be working towards some life goals - at least a lot more than I am now.

But this is not to say that I don't prefer my life now - I do. But I still do see some greener grasses on my neighbors lawns occasionally. Such is what being a human is all about - always wanting more. Its what has got us to the top of the food chain and conversely is our biggest restraint when it comes to true happiness. No one with a capitalist mind will ever be happy. Ever. Seriously never. I'm probably the least ruthless and aggressive "capitalist" that I know and yet I still strive for improvement in all my life pursuits.

I had a conversation with a close friend over the weekend about this. He asked me how I could ever be lacking confidence or unsure of myself in life when I have so much going for me. I didn't really have much of an answer for him. I then quickly thought back to high school (when I got good grades) and would routinely get angry when I got less than 100% on tests. Some people would scoff at me wondering why I would ever care. Its just human nature to be disappointed when you know you are capable of better. Combine this with a negative and pessimistic attitude (I call it realist, but whatever) and you have a recipe for not only someone who is never satisfied with what they do, but also someone who lacks the confidence to ever attempt anything that they are truly capable of.

Trust me, I want to be happy with myself. But most of the time I only see any attempts I make at anything as failures, which leads to me not trying in the first place (the root of all laziness). Sure in theory I am capable of a lot, and should be the most confident, arrogant piece of shit on the block, but the reality of the situation is that I just don't have the makeup to be that person. I only have one half of the equation.

But I'm working on it. I rarely compare myself to others in life, but I do think I need to realize how fortunate I am to be living my life. I need to take advantage of it and be happy that I'm alive.

Sorry for the emo post, hope that wasn't too dry a read. I'll be back to playing and posting about the pokers this week for sure as I plan on (lol) putting in a huge april month.